I think I have to be little more consistent in this blogging thing. I know I am doing well, but I want to do pretty good… I’ve been in & out of it for a while… Busy? Tired? Juggling here & there? May be. But from now on I am gonna try to be more faithful to this commitment! Because I like doing this, I like to stay here…I really don’t know that it matters to anyone else, but who knows... hopefully it might bring me & others to connect on a different level, like sharing ideas, thoughts and random togetherness. OR may be I will find my other side which may be is buried inside me somewhere I have not seen or embrace yet.
So what is blogging? In my point of view it is something about feelings, which you want to express & write. Something you have to say, and may be, may be someone would want to read. Can it make a difference? Will it draw us closer? Will it help me to celebrate or get me through those moments after me myself reading my own thoughts? Does the comment of my readers will make me elated or sad? Will it change my point of views? Hmm kind of cool thoughts I guess?
Am I afraid that people will read & think through my thoughts & ideas? Am I ready to accept my responsibility of having these thoughts? It’s like would you die for what you believe in? And my answer is may be… sometimes… honestly no. I wish I could say yes I can… but I’ve never been in that situation or been tested in that extreme of a manner…. But have I had to stand up for what I believe in… absolutely YES. And its same thing about taking my full responsibilities what I have written in this blog, because I do believe in my thoughts. I have tried to be honest mostly in all, as life is a series of moments by moment’s decisions & changes all the time… You are changed person every second. so your thoughts also changes according to that way. Your thoughts do stack up on the top of each other; they make patterns, good or bad. They make a statement about you, good or bad!! Don’t you think so?
Yes, I do think that when people are,’ looking at you’ from the outside, I think they look at you not to say good or bad… but to say real or phony. And I want the real one. So in this passage (blog) my request to you all is just be real, just be an honest, and tell me exactly who I am. Because here I want to create comfort zone between us. Here I want to meet those people who are not with preconceived ideas. Here I want to start fresh. This is my place, my own creation, where I want to be me only. Here If I have expressed any judgmental or sensitive views of anybody or on any subjects doesn’t change my love or relationship to them. Here I want to see what my Malik is working in my heart and the things he brings across my plate. Here I want to find real person in me. Here I want to experience with his GRACE that all the people, the events, thoughts, conversations, interactions which happened or will happen ,does make difference or not in my life. By bringing all that in my life (how I have dealt or how I will))…what he wants me to be…..
And last we will definitely encourage, laugh, cry, share and live this wonderful journey together… If you have any thoughts on what I should write-not write like let me know… I am completely open to any suggestions but before doing that please read me well, understand me well… and try to make me understand you all well… you walk half way and I will meet you to the all way… I did tell you I am adaptable. I am available.
This blog craze, diary writing
Wandering to unknown places, in so called mind
Self torture; addiction over addiction
I’m building weakness.
દૂખ વગર , દર્દ વગર , દૂખની કશી વાત વગર ,
મન વલોવાય છે ક્યારેક વલોપાત વગર.
હતું કેવું મઝાનું મન, હતું મારું રતન જેવું,
પરુન્તું કિસ્મતે રેહવા ના દીધું મનને મન જેવું.
Love as ever billa driftwood
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